my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Saturday, March 05, 2005 Boulevard of Shattered Dreams Somehow, this blog came along just at the right time for me - when u chose to walk away.. So now we're gonna be just friends? Is that even possible? You say - The gal u once loved wholeheartedly is now dead. Do u even realise that her heart still remains the same? 5am in e morning, feelin' so cold n tranquil. We left home together but never uttered a word along e way. You didnt even wanna look my way, we parted without saying Goodbye. No last words said.. Turned our backs and walked separate ways. I stood there alone by the streets, hailed a taxi hoping to leave this place filled w sad memories asap. I stood there alone, stealing glances at you across e street, hoping so much u'd look my way before I left.. Not once u did. On e taxi, it played your favourite song on e radio. Yeah, oh great, some help it brought. Tears trickled down my cheeks uncontrollably.. it was then i realise how much I'd be missing you when u're gone. I didnt wanna cry for u anymore, it hurts so much to love. I knew, u stole a damm big piece of my heart. Hated the way u hurt me, but hated myself even more for loving u the way u are. 3pm. Returned home from school. The sadness was overwhelming.. the phone didnt ring. Tears surfaced again.. I couldnt go on this way. Went for a swim to tire myself, i thought this was the only way i could get my sedated heart to rest.. at least for a while. Really tired now.. guess I'd see u in my dreams..Gd Nite s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:00 PM
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