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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
Thursday, March 24, 2005 The night before Good Friday.. Haa, a night I would never forget. It's funny how fate played a part in our 4 year relationship. Jonathan goh feng quan, what can I say bout' u? I caught u this time with my own eyes. Trust me ladies, God didnt gave us woman's instincts for no reason. So, always trust in the way u feel. Just when I thought I can try to trust ya once more, U screwed it. You claimed u were gonna meet 'steven' that nite. Oh hoho, I didnt know steven turned out to be a gal. Called ya but couldn't reach U on the mobile that night.. Oh well, knew something's not right.. I didnt wanna stay home feeling oh so sad for u again. Enough of yr mind games. So, headed to Double O for a drink. It was super crowded on thurs nite & my friends thought of leaving..but for some weird reason, I chose to stay on at DBL O. Woah! At the entrance, a familiar face I saw.. my dear? with another gal?! Gosh, what an ass! Haa, fancy trying to lie your way thru, again? Think Im dumb eh? I wont fall for your stupid lame excuses & childish mind games anymore you peabrained pigeon looking shitthead :) Wat can I say? It was just fate la, U chose to jump the Q and I chose to stay on.. thats why we met amidst the crowd. Was so sick of what u did. But didnt wanna create a scene outside the club, so all 3 of us went clubbing together 'happily'. What was I thinking that nite? Should have just kicked yr ass, shouldnt have held back.. damm it! I'm so dumb! I allowed u to put both of us Joey & I in such an awkward situation that nite. Why did U have to lie? Hai.. I still chose to forgive u after this incident. Am I just too obliging? Have I lost my senses being in love?? s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 4:00 PM
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