my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Sunday, April 24, 2005 Didn't realise I havent blogged for a mth now. Life is good, I love my life now. Am coping well without u in it. Looking back, my life's been quite a comedy w u in it. We squabble over the simplest things like friendsters & MSN nicks?! Oh my.. can't believe it myself. I've been thinking so much lately. It has to end. I'm tired so drained.. Sedated. Felt like I was livin' someone else's life e past years, pathetic ain't it? This lovey dovey fairy tale shitt has to end! Stop being idealistic gotta get realistic - for once. Perhaps, the right things at the wrong time may just be wrong afterall. Is this just gonna be another breakup or is this IT? Feels like the last straw for me, I hope it really is. Hatred is gone, guess time heals almost anything for me. Surrounding myself w partyin people, loud music..drowning in alcohol, but am still thinkin of u. All will be fine, it'd all be over soon. :) What have I not been thru? I'd still keep U in my prayers every nite just hope u'd be happy, always. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 6:30 PM
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