my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Thursday, June 02, 2005 Jonny's mum called today. Wonder what happened to him this time. Hope ya didnt try to kill yourself w tremedols n alcohol again. Oh well, we're not on talking terms again. Pissed over silly issues once again. Come on, it was just a msg from a guy pal. Do u even have to delete my whole phonebook?! 5am now..can't getta sleep. Much have happened e past one week. Ying & I got into a car accident last fri. Screwed my dad's car am feelin' so guilty bout it. Oh great, have ta work my ass off to pay for repairs now. Learnt my lesson this time- Obedience is a virtue. Seriously, hope this money issue didn't strain our friendship, gal. Are u really that cold, insensitive n nonchalent?? You knew bout e accident, but didnt even bother to call. But it doesnt really matter now, we shd all learn to move on. Not sure if I've really gotten over that quickly, but one thing's for sure - I've learnt alot from u and our relationship. At least I know I once loved wholeheartedly, at least there wld still be unforgettable memories of us to fall back upon when my hair turns grey :) Hai, those days when we fought for my freedom to live together.. :) Memories in Sibu Island..How I miss picking seashells w you by e shore.. My fairy tale has comed to a sad ending I guess.. wld there be a next chapter for us? Tong Hua li de wang zi - It'd always be you :) s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 8:00 PM
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